| Friday, April 17th, 2009 |
| 3:14 am |
Just another day.
Everything is constantly entertaining. Mildly for me, more so for others around me. I don't need, nor want, entertaining. Somehow the lines between entertaining & creepy have gotten blurred. Something has to change, damnit. |
| Wednesday, April 15th, 2009 |
| 1:22 pm |
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| Saturday, April 4th, 2009 |
| 3:34 am |
I feel like I'm in a place that no one understands. Or at least no one cares to understand. It's never made sense to me why addicts relapse after being clean for a year & a half - two years, why throw it all away? Suddenly it makes sense. I'm not going to, so no one get their panties in a bunch. I just fully understand. This is the point where your brain is starting to function at it's normal capacity. I've never been an emotional person. But when most of your emotions lay dormant for so long & are finally are unleashed, it's hard. Very hard. Small shit becomes overwhelming. I kick myself everyday for the poor decisions I've made in my life. They've made me who I am today & most of the time I wouldn't trade that for the world. But sometimes it's the "what ifs" get to me. I am so much more than I seem, I just wish I wasn't the only one to see that. Funny that just today I thought "I'm going to delete this thing (livejournal) no one reads this shit." It's just now that I don't care if no one or everyone reads this, it's a good place to let shit out. |
| Monday, March 30th, 2009 |
| 12:06 pm |
Man.
Shit's been crazy. I have yet to figure out if it's in a good way or not. Guess I'll find out sooner or later. |
| Saturday, March 28th, 2009 |
| 3:32 am |
Fuck.
My phone has been blowin' up all night. Single fuckin' line. Sleep. |
| Tuesday, March 24th, 2009 |
| 1:43 pm |
This makes me an asshole, but I'm totally okay with that.
One of the fat & lazies I work with is pregnant. Not only do I think that it's foul, but she posted this.  As a female, I too have taken a pregnancy test. I usually try not to handle things I pee on at all, let alone long enough to write on them. Sick. I'm just sooo not looking forward to listening to her squeal about it for 8 more months. She's already using the "I'm pregnant" excuse to do even less at work. Weak. |
| Monday, March 16th, 2009 |
| 10:45 am |
Here it goes.
Our HUGE sale starts today. I'm going to be busy as fuck but at least I'll be making a lot of money. Definitely going to take advantage of having off on St. Patrick's Day. |
| Saturday, March 14th, 2009 |
| 4:51 pm |
Aw shucks
I wish I wasn't stuck working on such a nice day. On the plus side I'm watching a shoplifter get arrested at this very moment. Haha idiot. |
| Thursday, March 12th, 2009 |
| 1:38 am |
Fuckin'
retarded. That's what this shit is. |
| Saturday, March 7th, 2009 |
| 11:38 pm |
Ugh
My fucking client was a half an hour late & doesn't speak English, at all. Fuckin' A. Thanks a lot. Now I'm in a shitty mood. |
| Friday, March 6th, 2009 |
| 11:59 pm |
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| 2:18 am |
Broken necks & Pabst torpedoes.
Went to Adler's Appetite tonight. The show was fun, here are a few of the highlights. 1) Saw a guy with the South Park goth haircut. I should have taken a picture. He really looked like one of those kids. 2) Saw a big guy stage dive & WHAM, total belly flop on to the floor, hard. 3) AFTER that stage dive, saw another kid stage dive & land on his head. He laid there completely unconscious, eyes open, & not moving for at least 10 minutes. It was fucked up. And of course everyone is suddenly a doctor & can fix him by stumbling around him in a big drunk mass. His girlfriend pushed me, I believe she is the culprit for #4. 4) Got hit with a full tall can of Pabst, right smack dab in the chest. 5) Their bass player. Really, words can not explain the hilariousness of that guy. He kind of looked like a cracked out grandma/pa crossed with one of those electronic flowers what bops along with the music. I'm sleepy & soaked in beer. Time for bed. |
| Wednesday, March 4th, 2009 |
| 11:40 am |
Welp
I have a tummy ache, I was up to all hours of the morning doing hair, on my off day, & I'm tired. Now it's off to another fun filled day at the salon. |
| Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009 |
| 8:55 pm |
How come I have never heard of this show before?
RuPaul's Drag Race? It's hilarious. The drag queens, hilarious. The competitions, hilarious. The bottom two lip syncing to stay in the competition, even more hilarious. Sashay away. I don't think it was supposed to be nearly as funny as I found it. |
| 3:43 pm |
Damn.
$1,225 just to fix the electrical problems with my car. Just so it passes emissions & so the battery doesn't keep dieing when it sits for more than a few hours. Foreign cars are expensive. |
| 3:01 am |
Makes sense.
For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool By making his world a little colder. |
| Sunday, March 1st, 2009 |
| 8:37 pm |
Sheesh.
I just got home from work which went surprisingly well even though I was insane busy & haven't eaten anything since last night. I think I might be getting sick, I've been super tired & weak feeling the past few days. Tomorrow I have to get up early, clean out my car, & take it to the volkswagen place. |
| Thursday, February 26th, 2009 |
| 12:50 am |
Self control.
I have been having such a hard time with work lately. With the majority of the people I work with being retarded & lazy, my stress levels are through the roof. I get home today & my mother says "you have no self control or self discipline" . . . seriously? I have yet to stab any of my coworkers, if you knew them, you would know what a test of self discipline/control that really is. AND not to mention the fact that if I had no self dicipline I would be on the north side shooting dope all day, every day. I'll be the first to say that I have little to no tolerance for just about anything. If I don't tolerate something, I really don't tolerate it, and you'll know. I am fully aware that I should work on these um "qualities" but really, how does one go about becoming more tolerant of lazy & or stupid people?!? Is there a workshop for that sort of thing? Fuck. Whatever. I would however like to thank Julie who attested to my total ass busting at work versus their total ass sitting. |
| Wednesday, February 25th, 2009 |
| 11:25 am |
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| Tuesday, February 24th, 2009 |
| 6:57 pm |
Oh the burning
After 3 bouts of color removal with 2 different color removers my head burned. Then I bleached it with 50 vol. Then it really burned. Now I have color sitting on my head & I'm in fucking agony. This so better be worth it. |
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